Thanatonautes/ Bernard As time goes by, life gives bigger pressure to me. When I was kid, I just needed to think what to play and every small things made me smile. However, when I look at myself, as an adult, everything makes me anxious. I wish I could abate all fear surrounding me, but even worse it is getting bigger. [Relationship]:I lost many of my close friends who used to play with me when we were kids. Nowadays, it is very difficult finding trustworthy people who we can talk about anything. [Money]:I definitely don't want to be slave of it. However, at the same time,I also need to think about future life, There are two kids I need to feed, house, car , managing money so that I need to try to have enough money that I can spend until I leave this world. Sometimes, I want to go back to the past when I can smile on everything. As respect to reality, since there are more than 30 years left in my life, I need to be more positive and try to enjoy the moment that I have.